Freshman Year

Hi everyone :) It's my freshman year in college, and its going great! I was scared at first to come, i mean come on who wasnt? I feel so free being able to stay out late and do whatever i want whenever i want. i love it. I don't know why some people dont want to go to college, its the time in your life when you grow, you learn so much about yourself when your here. Its the time to plan the rest of your life, which quite frankly scares me because i have NO idea what i want to be when i grow up.
You know how in elementary school teachers always had you close your eyes and try to picture yourself in 10 years..well i could never do that. Sometimes i picture myself with a husband and kids and a secessful career, and other times i picture myself single and bouncing from lame job to job. Its scary cause i know that i dont want to end up like the second picture, but if i dont pick something to study in college then thats how im gonna be...its slightly stressful! im kind of waiting to have an epiphany and just KNOW what im gonna do, but so far it hasnt happened. So for now im just going to keep going to class until i find something, keep your fingers crossed!!